I want to think of myself that I am a good and honest person. So I did believe that, until at some point of my life I did something that I am not so proud of. But sometimes, the desire can make you not think straight and correct anymore, and you might do a mistake.
I am not happy for what I did, but it happened and now I can not undo the past, what it is done is done. I have to live with this and it was a good lesson, everybody does mistakes, we are just human beings. The important thing it is to learn from them.
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It was a lovely October day. It was still a good weather, but not that awful summer heat that makes you lose your mind. It is warm combined with a little bit of wind chill, a perfect combination for my taste. I took a vacancy from my work and I talked with a friend from college with whom I was still in touch to go together in a trip to the mountains. I liked that time of year to relax my mind and my soul in a private place, preferably at the mountains, because of the fresh air and fantastic nature. It was also a good opportunity for me to catch up with my old friend, to have some fun and walk in the nature. My friend, Clare, said that she was going to come with her boyfriend also, at first I thought that it would have been nicer to be just the two of us, like I had a premonition or something like that, but I agreed after all and I decided to ask a male friend of my own to join us, I was single and I thought that my friend’s boyfriend was going to need some companion also. So my friend Mark agreed to join us and we left in our journey for an entire week. I made a small luggage, everyone was going to be in shock, because I was the type that carries a lot of clothes when leaves somewhere, even though it is for a little while. We arrived at some stunning place in the Carpathians mountains, me and Mark were the first ones and we waited for the others at the local restaurant. We rented a mountain shed , we wanted something private just for us , to be able to grill and do our own intimate thingies. The area was surrounded by a big forest, it was a splendid view, with tree smell and a river that was flowing , it was a fantasy spot. Nearby was a town where you could do shopping, eat or other stuff, but there was our wild place. It was no long before Clare arrived with her boyfriend, Luke. From the first time when I looked at him I thought that he was so hot, he was tall, with muscles, and green eyes. He was a dentist and of course his smile was like the ones in the magazines. He seemed nice also, but it was something strange about him, some naughty thing that I had observed. Anyways, we ate at the restaurant and we had a really nice time and we planned that the following day to go hunting and to ride a horse and try to shoot with the bow, I have always wanted to try that. As we were staying and talking, we ordered some red wine, Luke and Clare were staying in front of us, and at some point I felt Luke’s foot touching mine. At first I thought that it was a mistake, but the thing repeated and when I looked at him he was smiling and he winked at me. I felt so embarrassed , I hoped nobody else observed, I didn’t want Clare to be upset. I tried to ignore him , although he was so hot. During our time at the shed in the wood, I have experienced a lot of things like that from Luke. He was looking at me with a lot of interest, almost starring. Mark noticed also and he told me to be careful. All I was scared about was the fact that I was also feeling attracted to him, but my friend Clare was more important, that was what I tried to tell myself.
One day, I thought that I was alone, the boys went out to take some wood for the fireplace, Clare was gone into town to do some shopping and I remained to take a shower and I offered to prepare something to eat before we had to go for a walk and to ride on horseback. The bathroom had an opened shower, I mean it was like a single chamber, like in Turkish bathrooms, it was all made of pottery, the steam was all over the place and it was a strong perfume of different plants and oils that I used to relax my skin and body…when I was washing myself I heard a noise , I stopped for a while, but I thought that it was my imagination, who could have been. When suddenly I felt two arms around my waist , I screamed and when I turned around I saw Luke, all naked, in all of his splendor. I was shocked , I began to shake, I turned again with my back at him, covering my breasts and I asked him:
– What are you doing here? Are you insane?
– You know very well why am I here, I am sure that you feel the same attraction….
He began to kiss my neck, he tried to take my hands off my breasts but I tried with all my force to stop him. In my heart I was just wanting to give up and let him ravish me there, all that heat and desire were making me dizzy, and the smell of his body and the touch of his hands were making me lose my breath. But I tried to control myself and he left eventually.
So, I tried to keep myself apart from him… I didn’t know what to do, I wanted to say what was going on to Clare but I didn’t know how. That night all I thought about was that and I told myself that the following morning I was going to tell Clare the truth. It was insane, something that I had never experienced before. I tried to fall asleep but I couldn’t. I got off bed and I went to the kitchen to make a tea and Luke followed me…
– Clare is sleeping, Mark also… I want you so badly.
He took me in his arms and began to kiss me all over my face. He put me on the table and I tried to tell him to stop but it was like I was unable to say a thing, I was controlled by my emotions, my brain wasn’t active anymore. I wanted him badly, but somehow I managed to run from him and go to my room, but he also came…
– Please, Christine, we are human beings… this attraction should not be given away…
– I beg you to stop! I said, but it was all in vain, he was insisting.
He closed the door to my room and pulled me on the bed and he came on top of me… he began to kiss my neck, my lips, then he got down and squeezed my breasts and then his soft tongue got between my legs , into my wet and soft pussy. I was actually reaping the sheets and I tried to control my moaning…but I gave up to run from him and I let him have me. His penis was strong when I touched it and I put it without thinking anymore into my vagina. He started to move slowly, he was teasing me, I was burning… then I pushed him and I spanked his face, I climbed on him and I put his penis inside my craving pussy and I rode him like I was riding the horse. He was visibly charmed by me and after half an hour he cum and I had my first orgasm… but we did not stop. We fucked like two animals, without shame and care for Clare. After we finished I felt so bad and of course the next day I left without even saying goodbye. After a month I was having regrets and I called Clare and she told me that she knew because she broke up with Luke and he said that to her. I felt so bad. Of course we are not talking anymore since then.
Sex is good, but a friendship is much more important.
