Every time when I thought I was in love, it was a lie. Love means more than I knew.
I lived a beautiful love story once, but for me it was just a story that ended, and everything was like before it happened, I felt that I didn’t lose anyone in my soul.
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Love means not to be able to live without the other person, love means to feel pain when you heart the other. I understood that when I learned to love.
One good day I met him, a young man, who fell for me madly. I wasn’t very in love, but I liked him a lot. We began to build something together, in a spiritual way. He was always saying me that I wasn’t showing him love and I told him:
– Learn me how to love!
– I will do things that I feel and I want you to notice them, and I wish in return to receive what I offer.
When he said that to me I wanted to hug him and never let him go again. It was like a revelation. His eyes were glowing and they were spreading warmth and love. From that moment it was like I began a new life, I was like a kid that was learning to do the first steps in life and discover the most beautiful things. I started to look at him differently and step-by-step I discovered how is to love someone for real
He took me to a trip on a lake shore, camping with the tent. There we did different activities, we went fishing, we looked at the stars at night, we took a ride with the boat, we took photos of the nature’s most wonderful places and we saw the sunrise, while we were cuddling. I felt a deep love when he was holding me in his arms, I was feeling the warmth of his body. His perfume was invading my senses, he was telling me beautiful words that made me want him with all my being. I learned from him about the stars and we saw a meteor shower. We were making wishes like we were children. I wished to have always besides me a man to love like he loves me. His hands were around me and then I put them on my breasts. I felt then his hard penis which was pushing me from behind. He was kissing my neck and playing with my breasts, then he put a hand between my legs. I felt his fingers on my wet pussy.
– Let’s enter the tent, to lay down. I want to taste your hot body, part by part!
I was wanting him so much ! We enter the tent and he put me on my back, he undressed me completely and then he got naked too, and we covered us with a blanket, to not get cold. He got on top of me and he started to move, simulating sex. His penis was touching my clitoris and I was feeling so horny, I wanted him inside me soon. He kissed my breasts then, putting his tongue around my hard nipples. Then he put my penis to my mouth to play with it. I put my hands on him and I began to lick it and I was squeezing his testicles. I was hearing him moaning with pleasure and I was sucking his penis, deep throat. Every time I was doing that he was begging me taste his sperm. I swallowed it all that time also and then I kissed him, licking my lips. He was trembling due to the pleasure and he caressed me and then he gave me another oral sex. I felt his fingers deep inside me and then his tongue on my clitoris. My breathing was crazy and I was begging him not to stop. My legs were around his neck and his mouth was tasting my very wet pussy, biting me easily, without hurting me, then he put me on a side, grabbing my breasts and he got inside me with power, moving fast and then slow, kissing my back. I was sweaty and I was feeling his warm skin when we were getting close to each other. Suddenly I felt some warm sensation that invaded my body and I was shaking slowly. It was the first time when he cum inside me, and I wasn’t realizing why he did that without asking first. He whispered to my ear that he wants a child with me very much. We kissed like two mad people and we hugged, then we got out of the tent, naked and we got into the lake, under the moonlight, to take a swim. The water was warm, the moon was reflecting in the water, everything was romantic and enchanted. We caressed each others bodies and that was the moment when I felt that I love him and I said it.
– Are you sure about this?
– I think so. I feel something that I have never felt before.
He hugged me hard and he put his nose into my wet hair, telling me how much he loves me and how much he wanted me to love him back. We swam naked in the clear water and then we got out. That night we slept cuddling, making future plans. The next morning I woke up alone. The birds were singing, the sun was up, another splendid day that we were going to spend together there. I got out the tent and I saw him preparing breakfast , with flowers and the smelling of fresh ans hot coffee, cheese omelette with bacon and onion…hmm, those smells were tempting me.
– Good morning, my love! I am so hungry, everything smells delicious!
– Come out, my little bunny and let’s eat! It is such a beautiful day and we will do whatever you desire!
I was enjoying the sound of it and I put some clothes on me and I put on the long chair, under the sun, tasting the coffee. I looked in his eyes and suddenly I imagined a little boy with black eyes like his and with brown, straight hair. I was already thinking at big stuff, when at first I was just physically attracted to him. We ate the amazing food and I was happy because we were together. It was the first time when a man cooked me breakfast at a firewood. I closed my eyes and I imagined him being my husband, the man with whom I want to spend the rest of my days , the one that makes me feel alive, in such a pure and wonderful way. We finished eating breakfast and I got up to thank him, kissing him on his full lips, that were tasting like coffee.
– Thank you for existing in my life and you show me these wonderful things that our lives give to us!
– I love you, my sweet little bunny!
The way he was spoiling me was lovely, and I hugged him from behind, I hugged his strong and manly body. We began to dance on a love song that was hearing on the car’s radio and kissing each other with passion. I was feeling an enormous happiness and I dared to say him things that I didn’t think that I was going to ever say them to a man!
