I sit on a bench in park and I read from a book that I chose randomly from the library in town, my town near the sea.
I go often to relax myself by reading some pages in that magnificent place where I met him. I read to dream, to learn more about life. I told you that I met him. He was coming from some time there, since he started college.
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I saw him looking at me. He was starring at me when I passed near his table and I went to choose a book. I let him think that I didn’t notice him, I ignored him. It is usually after all for a man to study a woman like that, it is in their nature. They need a woman to fuck! I usually attract younger men, and I like it. I like it because they look better sometimes, they do love more often and they have a great physical condition, I enjoy these qualities. I didn’t have many men , but the most of them were under my age. It is great with them until it is about their maturity, men are more childish than women. It is good to be a child, but they overreact and they don’t do it because they want it, but because they are like that.
That day I took a seat further than he was staying together with other friends. I was curious if he was the type of guy that studies with other boys and they do bets. It happened to me once , but I will told you about that another time. I didn’t see him doing that when I was looking at him. I stayed relaxed that day, I wasn’t thinking that I was going to see him again. He next day when I got there he was already at a table, alone, he was very concentrated. I admit that when I got there I looked for him. I was thinking about his cute face , with very masculine features, with soft gestures and well dressed. I sat down very far from him, with my back at him, not to be able to see him, but after a few minutes he was next to me.
– May I sit down next to you? I am Alex.
I looked up and I was having goosebumps all over me. It was an instant chemistry between us.
– You may sit down, I am Isabelle, nice to meet you!
A few seconds of silence followed, he put his stuff on the table, he made himself comfortable, and I continued reading, but I couldn’t focus anymore. He made e lose myself and I was only looking at him, although I knew it was wrong. My hands were sweaty and my heart was racing.
– I noticed you and I couldn’t look away from you! You are a very beautiful and sexy woman, elegant and I like you! I know that you might believe that all men say that to attract a woman. I admit, I want to attract you, but there are also true things. I wish you to come eat with me.
– Honestly, I don’t know what to say! But I accept your invitation!
He smiled me and thanked me. I wished to go out with him, I was impatient to talk freely with him, outside of the library. He was blonde, with green eyes, a handsome man. At some point I got up to put the book in its place, and he whispered to my ear that he likes how I was dressed. I felt his breathing in my hair, his voice tickled my ear. I sensed his perfume and I saw his amazing smile. He put my hair behind my ear and he took my hand, looking at my manicure, I was lucky that it was impeccable. I looked him in the eyes and I smiled and I retired my hand, slowly. I didn’t want to rush things or to give him false signals. We took our stuff and we left the building. Each of us took his own car and we met at a restaurant. He was there before me, smoking in the parking lot. We entered together in the restaurant. Everything was great, I was relaxed and we talked about our activities, hobbies, places that we visited, etc. At the end he accompanied me to my car and he said, a little bit shy:
– Maybe it will be inappropriate for you, but I ask you if you want to go to my place. You attract me very much and I wish to have sex with you right now!
When I heard that I was shocked, and I was having butterflies in my stomach. I knew it was wrong, because I was having some principles, but I followed my instincts and I said yes, a little bit ashamed. I followed him with my car, I saw him talking over the phone and I was wondering where he lives, how Is his place, my mind was full of thoughts. We finally arrived in front of a very nice house with a splendid garden, everything hidden by a huge fence with an interphone. I asked him if he was staying with rent and he said that it is his house and he lives alone. I couldn’t stop from asking myself why he was having so much money, regarding his young age, but I guessed that his parents are responsible for that. We entered the house and he took off my coat.
– Do you want something to drink?
– Fuck with the drink, I want you!
I got near him and I began to take off his clothes and I kissed him wildly. I was like a lioness, it was the first time when I was behaving like that with a man, he was incredible hot! He undressed me and he took me in his arms, putting me on a big table that was in the living, then he started to lick my pussy. He gave me an orgasm and I cum into his mouth then we had rough sex.
From that day everything was an adventure, with days and nights of sex, until I fell madly in love with him. It was like that for four months, I thought that all my life was going to be next to him, but he stopped answering my phone one day, I looked for him at his house, I waited for him, but it was in vain. I went over to the library again, then at his college and I found out that he left for an year with his girlfriend to a scholarship. I cannot describe the disappointment that I felt, I still have the same feeling today when I read from a book and I don’t understand its subject. I wish that my tears of sadness to be transformed in tears of joy when I will understand that I shouldn’t make illusions. I knew from the beginning that men are like that, that they come from another planet, and the women also, that for them sex will be on the first place, then feelings.
